Good Morning

Good Morning! Today is a good day. I want to reflect a bit this sunny morning on how my site came too. In 2014 my mom was diagnosed with colon cancer, a devastating moment in my life and obviously hers too. I reflect back to the day the oncologist told her . To be honest I don’t remember much I sat beside her and just remember feeling like I cant break for my Moms sake what are we going to do so that she gets better how can my Mom change her eating habits, quit smoking. There were times I got angry with my mom because she wouldn’t change her ways. I thought she just wanted to die. She always told me she was not afraid to die. Growing up my mom was spiritual. She always encouraged us to study all aspects of religions, she had read many different book on all religions including the Bible and the Quran. A feat I have never started. I follow her spiritual side she proved a kind loving human and shared as much as we would listen about her Spirituality and learn what I can about healing and helping others today on her examples. I could write forever about how amazing my Mom is but that will be for another time. Her energy transformed from her body into the ethereal world around me in September of 2016. I laid in bed for a week. I miss her so much. After her passing it was like her creative energy flowed into my very being and I had a strong desire to start creating. My Dad is First Nations and my Mom was not but she studied the Kwakiutl language and culture as it was always something she loved. She left me some art pieces, a first nations painted drum, a first nations paddle. These pieces gave me a deeper desire to learn my fathers side of me and want so badly to connect with culture.